drowning
i hate this feeling. i hate the way i let silent tears fall down my face because im afraid that if i make a sound it will all come out and i won't be able to stop it. i wish i could just stop existing all together. i wish i was some other person who was just observing my life. i wish i was invisible and that no one saw me or cared about me. i wish i didn't feel any emotion. not even love. because sometimes love is the thing that makes you cry the most....