wishing things were different
i feel like doin somethin totally outta character. like something that would get me in trouble....not like goin to jail or anything but like something no one would expect from plain-old goody-goody lacey. soemtimes i hate how predictable i am and i wish i could be different. but i have comfort in knowing that people have certain expectations of me and if i was to change so would those expectations and i don't know if i could really deal with that right now. sometimes i just wanna get away....