its actually over. why is it over?

Mar 27, 2005 00:22

you never know how important something is to you until its gone.
i know this is cheesy, but im going to miss the play so much.
some people dont realise how heartbreaking it is to do you last
performance with these people youve been working with for 3 months
and in one measly hour, its over. just like that, done. i wanted to
cry, i thought i was going to cry. this night might've been the last
time i would perform on stage with any of my fellow, awesome actors.
its also very devastating because this was my last time performing
on the middle school stage. no more middle school mrs. white plays.
these were the best plays, and its sad to think i wont be able to
be in the funny, innocent, laughable, adorable FUN FUN FUN plays anymore.
i wont be acting with amber and annie anymore, no more 7th graders to
meet and become great friends with. its sad thinking i may never
even talk to these people again, but i will surely say hi when i see
them. i will never forget all the friends i made and love very much.
ill never forget the memories we share, and i will keep in touch with
them all i can. its sad when you meet someone awesome on the last day
and they are awesome, and you may never see them again. im beginning
to not like this growing up thing anymore. im just speechless at how
this is affecting me. all the times that play practice has cheered
me up at the end of the day, all the laughs ive shared with many people,
even ones whom ive never met before these past few months.

i must say, as a three year veteran(what a nerd i am) of the school's plays,
i am very sad to be leaving but i hope great success for all the actors next
year. i will miss everyone dearly.

todays performance was amazing. its the best ive done at my Abigail song. the whole cast did awesome, and the dances were great. today was definately a day to remember. so many memories on this stage. how i will miss them. my daddie bought me flowers. i was happy. this might be the last day i wear stage makeup. i have no idea where my acting career is going to go from here. im glad it was a happy day. rich got in trouble for PDA. he was pissed off and i was sad for him. but everything else was happy and awesome.


how i love cast parties. thats the first relaxing thing school play actors do after the performance. we cleaned up and headed out. mike made fun of me from when i was in the play in 6th grade. i said i wasnt going to talk to him. but i did anyway. lol. we went to the cast party which was at maddens and had a hella good time. i was one of the first to get food. me, karissa, mike, kristin, and sam(whom i just met today and shes wicked cool) hung out a lot at the party. oh yeah! we all wore our pj pants to the party, because we're cool and said we were going to. so yeah, we all laughed alot, and thought of perverted things (as we always do) and we made fun of people we disliked and stuff. lmao there are too many disturbing things we sad, i cant even repeat them. there was a little flirting going on with me and mike. but i didnt mean to, hes cool but i dunno. i felt like a bitch afterwards. so we all went to watch the slideshow they do every year of the pictures of us rehearsing and at the performances and stuff. we all scream for our friends and people that are cool. we screamed so much. it was all just good fun, and i cant wait til recognition night, because i will reunite with everyone i wont see in a while. so i gave my hugs and said my goodbyes. it was wicked sad. i wish i never had to leave them :[

`goodnight<3
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