I think I have lost all my social skills. I am starting to notice how I tend to avoid people, conversation & eye contact. I tend to rush though what I have to say, if anything at all, just so that I can stop talking. I seem unable to find words to string together when there is uncomfortable silence. In fact, I find the silence comforting. I don't ( Read more... )

OK not much news from me. I've got nothing to say. My life is boring. I'm working with dad. I wake at 7.30 & work from 8.30-ish & end at about 6 Monday to Friday. My life is so boring I've resorted to making reminders on my phone to remind me of possibly interesting programmes on Discovery Channel or National Geography or whatever other channel is ( Read more... )

Started the day feeling pretty good & fresh. & then I wonder what happened. It just grinded to a burdensome low. I think I need a shower. Yes I'll go & have a bath. & a good shit. Maybe I just feel constipated. Maybe its time to harvest. Yes, that would be nice. That would have been nice. I'll be back. Later.
*edit* Ahh thats right, maybe cuz I'm ( Read more... )