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the sun shines and i tell myself i believe that i can have whatever i want.
i find myself awake at night and my darkest insecurities tell me that i'm full of shit.
i feel an enormous amount of guilt because i want to trust you
but i'm still not sure if i really can.
the past is who we were then and not what we are now
but i'm still so broken and my apologies...
i guess it's not your fault if i can't get over it.
i know positivity is the key but i'm scared that you'll hurt me again and you won't even know it.
i find myself awake at night and my darkest insecurities tell me that i'm full of shit.
i feel an enormous amount of guilt because i want to trust you
but i'm still not sure if i really can.
the past is who we were then and not what we are now
but i'm still so broken and my apologies...
i guess it's not your fault if i can't get over it.
i know positivity is the key but i'm scared that you'll hurt me again and you won't even know it.