So, there's this boy.

and he's so smart and cool.

And I have a real date tomorrow.

And this is the first one I have sincerly liked this much since Ben.

<3
Elizabeth

Tomorrow I'm making a new journal.
That way the fucking assholes from the past can't lurk in my present and take pleasure at my misfortunes without my knowledge.

Any suggestions for a name would be considered.

I could cry myself to sleep tonight, without a direct reason why.

Just,
Thank you for letting me cry into your neck on Saturday. Sometimes, it seems you're the only one who understands anymore.

Stupid boy knows I like him now.
He asked me to lunch.

And of course, I screwed up the invite, because I never seem to realize when a date is being proposed. So, I'll have to fix it tomorrow, or Monday.

Dear God,

Why did you make me so boy retarded?

Bites ear,
Elizabeth

I've lived my life inside daydream lies
Imaginary friends that always knew one day I'd leave for good
I'll give away this girl who tried to make you fall in love
I'll give her to you so keep her close to you
So you won't forget about oh how she loved you
So long ago, once upon a time
Now she has grown up, and you can't take it back
A lullaby won't change ( Read more... )

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All my friends say, all friends say, "FUCK HIM! You're beautiful."

You bastard, I loved you.
I loved you.

Angry girls with angry songs make me cheery.

Lunch date Sunday.
Mark on Monday.
He was asking about my other classes and times today.

Please God, let him stalk me.

lol

So, I kind of was walked to class today. Except I screwed it up and walked away from him.

Oh dear Mark boy, I think you are about the most amazing and smartest boy I've been attracted to.

Monday, I will see if he has a girlfriend. But, I don't want to rush things.

I missed having a crush.

Mrs. Elizabeth Mark something... haha kidding!

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I am not ASIAN.

Not ever a LITTLE bit.

White trash weddings and my sister still being straight me make happy.

I love my friends. Going out this weekend.

*EDIT*
Can you not see the dyslexia in here?