hehe...I was bored...
This is what happens when I get sick, start wanting to be alone...(uh-oh), and well, you leave me alone...lol. It's a bit funny well, hilarious, and yeah, kinda mean....if you're a snob. Hehe..No offense. But I don't like you. lol. jk
(well...maybe just a little bit...lol.)
A Fairy-Tale Ryhme
Once upon an innocent mind,
thoughts were scrambled intertwined,
leaving unique to be a precious find,
but this girl's demon was redefined.
My pride was my rivalry,
a form of strength inevitably,
my eyes look past disguises in me,
so my instincts can guide rightfully.
Unwavering talents for common slacking
my faith guides where life's lacking,
I'll stand here so carelessly watching,
this fairy tale life you're so faking.
And so your disgust in my character,
fills my body with insessant laughter,
in a diagonal line you'd loose your structure,
making you the fool to think I'd interfere.
I feel that now I should probably mention,
I know nothing about your direction,
and unlike you I don't cause tension,
so now you're solely at fault for your own friction.
As with most this tale can end happily,
but a snob as you could never see,
that in a crazy world of make believe,
there's a bit more than self-indulgedncy.
The End.
Okay, like I said, I had a lot of fun writing that one. Lol. I really wish that I had more to say. But things just don't seem too important to write down. lol. I've been spending most of my time withdrawn in my art lately. It's so emo...lol. Anywho, I've been trying to get my portfolio together to see if I can't get a scholarship for my art. I know...fat chance. Something I was working ontoday for my "self-expression" section was pretty rad. I used my favorite line from one of my favorite songs and bands( Take It Away-The Used). I can't explain it...It's really weird. lol. I'll have to get a picture of it on here as soon as I find my dad's digital camera. I did a charcol scketch for another one and also I have to put in 15-30 of my poems. So far I've picked out about 26 of them that I'm putting in, but I'm stumped on the other 4. Actually, I only need 3 more, I think I'm going to put A Fairy-Tale Ryhme in there too. Hehe... Um...Yeah. lol.
More and more I find myself gaining more personal strength to keep going here after my not exactly but most likely acceptance letter to Cal State University of Fresno. They have a special department just for Forensic Science. If I go there, I need mad crazy funds...I'm poor...lol..wanna give me money? (I'm not kidding...lol...)
And so.....lol. I ran out of things to say right now...Oh...um...my weight is slowly making it's way back up there as I decided to not take the meds and fight through the pain. So that's chill. So far here's what we know/think: tumor=ovary, fluid=lungs, infection=kidneys... and really bad neck pains...lol. So I'm doing just great...Oh and...uh, well, I have to get my gums cut open...I have to get my back molars more visible so I get to have chunks cut out of my gum and checks. fuuuuuuuuuuun. Oh yeah...one more thing...Retainers? Oh yeah gotta wear those again. And I thought I ran out of things to say...HA!
In other news...Manny is moving out soon, Jon moved in like 2 days ago I think, technically, like 2 weeks ago? I forgot. Not officially until the other day. Um...There was fire at the apartment...None of us were the cause! Still don't know about that...lol.
I miss my friends, but I've been really sick so I can't really go out. Well I can, but I choose not too. Been sick for over a month now. Not gooooooood.
Stayin sober...Always. Fer sure dude. Lol. Sorry just had to be a retard about that. But no seriously, I really am. I'm doing good too. I'm proud. lol. Um...Moo Cow's name has unoffically been changed to Lucifer and my left foot really hurts right now...lol. It's funny. More randomness....let's think...I'm getting my left eye brow pierced relativly soon. Details aren't clear yet...lol. Took my belly button ring out. It bugged..My lip...yeah I love that thing, it's not going anywhere for a while. And neither am I. But unless I start getting well, then a job isn't working so great, which means my form of income is very limited...Not to mention my income as well....
Alrighty...I'm so done, I'm going back to my apartment and going to sleep. Goodnight.
(well...maybe just a little bit...lol.)
A Fairy-Tale Ryhme
Once upon an innocent mind,
thoughts were scrambled intertwined,
leaving unique to be a precious find,
but this girl's demon was redefined.
My pride was my rivalry,
a form of strength inevitably,
my eyes look past disguises in me,
so my instincts can guide rightfully.
Unwavering talents for common slacking
my faith guides where life's lacking,
I'll stand here so carelessly watching,
this fairy tale life you're so faking.
And so your disgust in my character,
fills my body with insessant laughter,
in a diagonal line you'd loose your structure,
making you the fool to think I'd interfere.
I feel that now I should probably mention,
I know nothing about your direction,
and unlike you I don't cause tension,
so now you're solely at fault for your own friction.
As with most this tale can end happily,
but a snob as you could never see,
that in a crazy world of make believe,
there's a bit more than self-indulgedncy.
The End.
Okay, like I said, I had a lot of fun writing that one. Lol. I really wish that I had more to say. But things just don't seem too important to write down. lol. I've been spending most of my time withdrawn in my art lately. It's so emo...lol. Anywho, I've been trying to get my portfolio together to see if I can't get a scholarship for my art. I know...fat chance. Something I was working ontoday for my "self-expression" section was pretty rad. I used my favorite line from one of my favorite songs and bands( Take It Away-The Used). I can't explain it...It's really weird. lol. I'll have to get a picture of it on here as soon as I find my dad's digital camera. I did a charcol scketch for another one and also I have to put in 15-30 of my poems. So far I've picked out about 26 of them that I'm putting in, but I'm stumped on the other 4. Actually, I only need 3 more, I think I'm going to put A Fairy-Tale Ryhme in there too. Hehe... Um...Yeah. lol.
More and more I find myself gaining more personal strength to keep going here after my not exactly but most likely acceptance letter to Cal State University of Fresno. They have a special department just for Forensic Science. If I go there, I need mad crazy funds...I'm poor...lol..wanna give me money? (I'm not kidding...lol...)
And so.....lol. I ran out of things to say right now...Oh...um...my weight is slowly making it's way back up there as I decided to not take the meds and fight through the pain. So that's chill. So far here's what we know/think: tumor=ovary, fluid=lungs, infection=kidneys... and really bad neck pains...lol. So I'm doing just great...Oh and...uh, well, I have to get my gums cut open...I have to get my back molars more visible so I get to have chunks cut out of my gum and checks. fuuuuuuuuuuun. Oh yeah...one more thing...Retainers? Oh yeah gotta wear those again. And I thought I ran out of things to say...HA!
In other news...Manny is moving out soon, Jon moved in like 2 days ago I think, technically, like 2 weeks ago? I forgot. Not officially until the other day. Um...There was fire at the apartment...None of us were the cause! Still don't know about that...lol.
I miss my friends, but I've been really sick so I can't really go out. Well I can, but I choose not too. Been sick for over a month now. Not gooooooood.
Stayin sober...Always. Fer sure dude. Lol. Sorry just had to be a retard about that. But no seriously, I really am. I'm doing good too. I'm proud. lol. Um...Moo Cow's name has unoffically been changed to Lucifer and my left foot really hurts right now...lol. It's funny. More randomness....let's think...I'm getting my left eye brow pierced relativly soon. Details aren't clear yet...lol. Took my belly button ring out. It bugged..My lip...yeah I love that thing, it's not going anywhere for a while. And neither am I. But unless I start getting well, then a job isn't working so great, which means my form of income is very limited...Not to mention my income as well....
Alrighty...I'm so done, I'm going back to my apartment and going to sleep. Goodnight.