I feel like the past weeks or so I've been a bit unreachable and thus I need to make another update on here for those that do read this dusty old thing
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i've recently noticed that i've become EXTREMELY anti-social as well. the only people i will talk to are people i meet through mitch. i try my best not to have to talk to anyone i dont/barely know, and when people approach me in online games i'm a bitch to them because i dont wanna deal with other people.
i know this is something bad i have to break, but i have no motivation to make new friends. i feel like i'm just going to lose contact with them, or get into a fight that will end the friendship... lets just say, that since i was young, i've never been able to keep a best friend/friends. i'll either lose contact with them, because i or they dont put much effort into keeping in contact; or i get into a fight with them that ends the friendship right there.
i mean, i still talk to some people from high school, but i've lost contact with most of them. i'm starting to think that making friends is pointless, because i'll lose contact with them eventually... so why bother making new ones? other than you peeps in cali, and the few i meet and consider friends through mitch, i really dont care or put an effort into making friends.
though, i'm happy being like this. less people to deal with. ;D
i know this is something bad i have to break, but i have no motivation to make new friends. i feel like i'm just going to lose contact with them, or get into a fight that will end the friendship... lets just say, that since i was young, i've never been able to keep a best friend/friends. i'll either lose contact with them, because i or they dont put much effort into keeping in contact; or i get into a fight with them that ends the friendship right there.
i mean, i still talk to some people from high school, but i've lost contact with most of them. i'm starting to think that making friends is pointless, because i'll lose contact with them eventually... so why bother making new ones? other than you peeps in cali, and the few i meet and consider friends through mitch, i really dont care or put an effort into making friends.
though, i'm happy being like this. less people to deal with. ;D
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