Deep Breathe
Last night was wonderful.
I stayed up super late with my sister watching Memoirs of a Geisha and eating ice cream and talking. IT was marvelous.
This morning I went to church and cried during the closing hym. It was a 60's u.u. song called "Comfort Me", which expressed so well how I had been feeling, and all I wanted, and I just leaned on Nell's shoulder and cried and sang. It felt so good.
After church we went out for pizza and ice cream which was fabulous. Then I came home and played guitar and came up with a new part for this song I've been writing on piano. It's still sketchy and improvy right now, but I think it will really solidify and be awesome very soon =) Just gatta keep working at it.
Ben came over today and we talked for a good long while. I think I got out a lot of what I wanted to say and heard a lot of what I needed to hear, so I think in the long run that talk will have been very good. After he left I cried on the porch for a bit, but recovered much faster than I usually do. Lang and I ate dinner together and watched some x2, and then we went to investigate some car mabober. All in all today has been a really good day. I've gotten a lot of closure and feel happier and really see how much I just need to live my life instead of missing one tiny aspect of what it once was. I feel muchly better =)
Well that is all for now.
I stayed up super late with my sister watching Memoirs of a Geisha and eating ice cream and talking. IT was marvelous.
This morning I went to church and cried during the closing hym. It was a 60's u.u. song called "Comfort Me", which expressed so well how I had been feeling, and all I wanted, and I just leaned on Nell's shoulder and cried and sang. It felt so good.
After church we went out for pizza and ice cream which was fabulous. Then I came home and played guitar and came up with a new part for this song I've been writing on piano. It's still sketchy and improvy right now, but I think it will really solidify and be awesome very soon =) Just gatta keep working at it.
Ben came over today and we talked for a good long while. I think I got out a lot of what I wanted to say and heard a lot of what I needed to hear, so I think in the long run that talk will have been very good. After he left I cried on the porch for a bit, but recovered much faster than I usually do. Lang and I ate dinner together and watched some x2, and then we went to investigate some car mabober. All in all today has been a really good day. I've gotten a lot of closure and feel happier and really see how much I just need to live my life instead of missing one tiny aspect of what it once was. I feel muchly better =)
Well that is all for now.