V-Day
Another Valentines Day has come and went. Mine was pretty nice but uneventful. School. Came home and took a nap. Woke up and opened the door to find a rose on the floor in front of it from Will. Such a sweetheart. He got me and the roommates one for each of us. Went to the mailroom and got card's from my mom and grandma. And a $100 check from my aunt. That was wonderful. I need to call and thank her for that. Watched Carnivale. Read for a little while. Went to Majestic with Meredith, Kate, Marty and Blake. The obnoxious people behind us making loud noises kept pissing me off. Now I'm back here.
Saturday night I felt worse and more sad than I have in a long time. I fucking hate it. I hate him. He's made me hate that apartment even though he doesn't even live there anymore. Yet I miss him more than ever. Why? I don't know.
I find out what I made on my Film History test tomorrow. I'm scared. I don't think it'll be good.
I should go. I have readings to do that probably won't get done but I should at least make the effort.
Saturday night I felt worse and more sad than I have in a long time. I fucking hate it. I hate him. He's made me hate that apartment even though he doesn't even live there anymore. Yet I miss him more than ever. Why? I don't know.
I find out what I made on my Film History test tomorrow. I'm scared. I don't think it'll be good.
I should go. I have readings to do that probably won't get done but I should at least make the effort.