I can seee clearly now the rain is gone....

Feb 26, 2004 02:15

well, things have a funny way of coming around really. Point of views I guess is my currect subject. About 6 hours ago I was super sad and depressedw because I was leaving a situation I didnt want to leave. Then on the drive home I started to think what had just happened over the coarse of two days and i realized....wait a minute. That was some amazing stuff, I'm actually lucky it happened in the first place, I shouldnt be sad cause its still not here, I should be thankful that I got the chance to experience the time I had and have the hope that it will happen again.

That put a smile on my face, a large smile.

Its funny when you can spend 2 hours just goofin around with someone, laying around, not doing anything really and have it be the best time ever. That is something that is truly rare and it makes me glow when I think about how I got to experience it.

Life is funny how its really just all "individual perception." I still want to come out with my book on that subject. I cant wait...I should start desiging it now. All the ideas I have in my head I know someday I will have the money to create it all. All in due time though. Life is a great learning experience and I feel as though I'm still learning. Then again, I want to be learning until the day I die so I wonder when I will be satisfied with my own thoughts and opinions long enough to actually write them all down.

Well, sarah and i went to the orgy cd release party last night. That was mildly entertaining. Only good things about that night was ryan, paige and amir. The guy I emailed to get on the list for the thing told me it was ok to bring someone under 21, so I did. When we got there it WASNT ok. That sooo pissed me off. I HATE it when clubs do that shit. Sarah was the sweetest girl in the world and made me go inside anyways without her so I could say hi to my friends. Wow. So I took off inside real fast and said hi to the guys. I saw Jay for the first time in years and he was what I guessed. A rock star. Nice and smily to my face but the second I walk off I'm sure he's like...yea, bla bla..fuck that guy. He didnt even ask what was up, which I assumed he wouldnt. He's just way too cool. Thats fine with me, everyone shows their tru colors. I came to his party to show my support for their new cd and he acted like that. Its all good though, I got to see paige whom I havnt seen in years too. That was way rad, he's always been the coolest guy to just kick back and talk shit with. I'll have to try and hang out with him again sometime.

Well, its time for bed I do believe....I gotta get started on some more websites tomorrow and I gotta draw up my new tattoo. oh hell yeaaaaa. Ribs are gonna be a BEEEZZZnatch to do but you gotta do what you gotta do eh?? heheh.

"I hate Bobby..... paaaants" haha....damn, I have that stuck in my head again! aww but I love it.

psssst.........finally done with the very first rezistance website! Wow, this is exciting times for me. The first launch of my little project. Its been up 3 days and I've already recieved a few emails about it. Damn, this is amazing. It will be very interesting to see where it goes from here!! www.rezistance.com hopefully the new face of clothing to come.
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