Never fall in love with a girl that isn't ready to commit to you.

Never give your heart away when they aren't ready to commit to you.

You'll only be left standing there asking yourself questions and questioning yourself, "am I not good enough" "what do they want that I can't give?"

So I sit here tonight pondering these questions over and over inside ( Read more... )

I haven't writen in here in god know's how long it's just been so crazy! My first semester of graduate school has come to an end and I did very well. I don't know my grades yet but you can't get anything lower then a B or you have to take the class again and pay for it so I better of gotten at least a B! It all depends on my final paper and tests, ( Read more... )

Well, I was having major computer prolems once again. I had to restore the factory savings and wipe out the whole C drive. Took about two nights to get it all finshed. I've been meaning to update, but I just haven't had alot of time nor the energy to write. Alot has been going on with me physically now more then mentally. School is amazing but ALOT ( Read more... )

Today I did nothing... I was suppose to see Dee but since we aren't talking anymore well that went out of the drain... I woke up really angry and depressed today. Its sad that I never know what mood I'm going to wake up in :( Like right now its almost 2:30am and I'm still blah and now I have a headache *sigh* I did nothing al day well night since I ( Read more... )

Ok  I called my therapist twice yesterday (Tuesday) one time during the day at like 9ish and then at like 2am to leave her a message on her cell because I really needed to and wanted to see her today! Well guess what?? she didnt even call me back at all!!! I'm so angry and I'm so hurt! I called her again today and she didn't even pick up the phone ( Read more... )