Update... Everything SUCKS as always ;(

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I haven't writen in a while because well nothing as changed! I'm really tired. Things are getting so much worse and its scaring me! Well lets see... I got a new car thats about it in that area. The dance recital was tonight and of course I didnt' get any awards :( I have no friends I'm all alone and i hate it! My sister didnt come to my dance

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[nineveh_rains]

*hugs*

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ty

[evilfirechaos]

*hugs* in the same boat

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:( hugs back

[neitherday]

*hugs* I've been there. Even if you don't know where you're going, if you keep moving you'll end up somewhere else.

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ya hopefully in a grave! I can't watch anything to do with lesbian relationships on lifetime there is a movie on right now about lesbians and i had to turn it off! I was crying so hard *sigh*

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Thanks... but what i need is a GF someone to love me someone to kiss and hold and make love to... I need friends I need a life i'm 23 years old and I'm so alone so unwanted and so unloved I can't live like this... no one wants me and I swear I can't live like this anymore I can't

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well I did get perfect attendance oh yay... Myspace sucks lately! They posted more of my secrets tonight and everyone dicked over my poem and I really didn't need that tonight *sigh* oh well fuck everyone and everything i give up

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reg one and you can leave comments :) annymous or with your user name