because I know I broke the hardest part
I am experiencing the most painful period I have ever had in my life. I felt so sick this morning but I pulled myself together and got dolled up and went to Providence for modeling callbacks. I met with Beth and she said that since I don't have a lot of experience I would need to attend the 16 week workshop and unfortunately right now I do not have the time. We talked about it and I'll be doing it next year as soon as I get out of college in May. I'm going to California two weeks this summer anyway, so it didn't help. Well, she said I was very pretty and photogenic, but I still need to tone my body. I already knew this. I have a year to work on it, lol. I'm not discouraged at all. Timing is just off. Beth said it's just not worth paying all the money to get my name out there when I don't have experience yet, which is completely true. So to sum it up: I am accepted, I just can't really do all that much until next May because the workshop is too long and I won't be able to finish before I head back to MCLA. At least I know what I have to do now. Plus, that's just one modeling agency. I WILL be America's Next Top Model, thank you very much. In my head, I'm already famous. ;) My mom just treated me out to dinner at Fireside. I'm in the mood to go out somewhere. It's so beautiful out! Ciao loves! ♥