Nov 24, 2003 02:04
i almost wish i hadnt gone home. because i know that if i hadnt i would have stayed not missing it because it had been so long. and missing people. but i guess only good things are missed. and everyone likes good things.
i must admit it was hard to look at eric, because i saw so much pain and i felt so bad. i realy hope he knows how much he means to me, i came home for him. i needed to, i couldnt stand not knowing for sure.