another weird dream
this one was full of crying. I can't remember what the heck had me so upset, but it must have been something that was just DEVASTATING.
I was at tony's house in his den, and I was sitting on the floor and crying, and he was hold me and trying to comfort me. then his dad came in and started making some crack about finding us together. I lifted my face - which was soaking wet, with little wisps of hair stuck in the tears, and my eyes were shining bright with tears - and gave him an evil "how can you say that?!" look, and I stood up and I bit out, "That's what you think of me, isn't it? I'm just some slut after your son and ultimately ruining his life, and now you know that I'm also a disrespectful crybaby!"
then I realized what I was saying and who I was saying it to, and I slapped my hands over my mouth and sank to the floor, apologizing profusely. I got my shoes and things and almost ran out of the house. while I was going though the house to the door, everyhing looked like I was looking underwater; everything was gently wavy and kind of eerie. every time I passed someone - his mom, his sister, his brothers - they turned from whatever they were doing and stared at me without saying anything.
when I got outside, I sat down on the sidewalk with my feet in the gutter and kept crying. pretty soon tony came out and he convinced me to go back inside.
that was it. but in my head, it was miserable and kind of frantic.
=^.^=
I was at tony's house in his den, and I was sitting on the floor and crying, and he was hold me and trying to comfort me. then his dad came in and started making some crack about finding us together. I lifted my face - which was soaking wet, with little wisps of hair stuck in the tears, and my eyes were shining bright with tears - and gave him an evil "how can you say that?!" look, and I stood up and I bit out, "That's what you think of me, isn't it? I'm just some slut after your son and ultimately ruining his life, and now you know that I'm also a disrespectful crybaby!"
then I realized what I was saying and who I was saying it to, and I slapped my hands over my mouth and sank to the floor, apologizing profusely. I got my shoes and things and almost ran out of the house. while I was going though the house to the door, everyhing looked like I was looking underwater; everything was gently wavy and kind of eerie. every time I passed someone - his mom, his sister, his brothers - they turned from whatever they were doing and stared at me without saying anything.
when I got outside, I sat down on the sidewalk with my feet in the gutter and kept crying. pretty soon tony came out and he convinced me to go back inside.
that was it. but in my head, it was miserable and kind of frantic.
=^.^=