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Words just wont suffice. I am so happy....beyond happy. i dont even care about anything or anyone that could possibly bring about any sort of bad feeling in me. i dont care enough or hold enough ill feelings toward anyone that could possibly fade this joy from my being. Even if someone has screwed me over or left a bitter taste in my mouth...its too much energy out of me to give a shit. i really dont. i love life and everyone that comprises it and those who dont, well who cares. im still working on becoming a better person, and im happy to say that im with someone that brings out the best in me and really demands the best out of me because they know who i truly am and know that im capable of being the person i strive to be. i have a feeling my entries will be pretty repetitive for a while. the bad in my life is no longer something i prefer to focus on. im embracing positivity like never before and all of the perks that come with it. now that im content my only hope is that i can be a good enough friend, daughter, sister, girlfriend to spread my happiness to the people around me and be there for them more than the selfishness of my own self loathing allowed me to ever be in the past. hooooray! and suck it.