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i dont think ive ever been so content and happy with the people in my life. i have a connection with every one of my friends in a different way and i am so freaking thankful that im lucky enough to know that. they're the main source of my happiness and quite often my sanity as well. i have a boy that puts a smile on my face the moment i think of him. i dont remember that last time thats happened, im not sure that it ever has. ive been in plenty of relationships before but i was unaware of my ignorance to the types of feelings that can arise when you REALLY do fall for someone. It's unlike anything ive ever felt before.