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it hurts less if your pulses don't pump at the same time anymore,
if your breathing isn't synchronized, leaving you both fighting for the air between you at the same moment.
it hurts less if it's hurt for so long you're emotionally exhausted and can say those things without crying now.
i know it's never going to work again,
i don't know why i'm always so weak with these things now.
what they'll never understand is that when people stop caring,
i disappear. i've been humiliated enough.
heartbreak is the easiest stage of all now, since when i have to work for so many years just on opening up alone, it's easy to see it all come crashing down. it's soothing to know now that i have no identity again.
if your breathing isn't synchronized, leaving you both fighting for the air between you at the same moment.
it hurts less if it's hurt for so long you're emotionally exhausted and can say those things without crying now.
i know it's never going to work again,
i don't know why i'm always so weak with these things now.
what they'll never understand is that when people stop caring,
i disappear. i've been humiliated enough.
heartbreak is the easiest stage of all now, since when i have to work for so many years just on opening up alone, it's easy to see it all come crashing down. it's soothing to know now that i have no identity again.