50 days.
i've made it this far. and i hope i can keep it up. 45 of those days i didnt have a choice and the last 5 were easier than i expected. but it is still the hardest thing i have ever done.
things are really looking up. made amends to an old friend, and i feel a lot better. im glad some people can forgive. i wish everyone could be that way. the world would be a much better place. ive been playing guitar a lot. my fingers hurt when i type. i can play like i used to now, just can't rememeber everything. im gonna start learning things besides metal. need some variety.
EET FUK