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Yeah, I exist. *waves a pom pom*
I'm just so tired lately. I love my career, I love my business, I pretty much love my life. And it's a damn good thing I happen to like plane rides. In the past two weeks I've been out of the country twice, hit about 6 states, and flew into and out of L.A. twice, for less then 24 hours both times. I hardly speak to anyone, ever. I even forgot my own phone number today. I also don't know over half these people who are now a part of AC.
And then, the icing on the cake. I finally do log in to catch up, and I find out that someone who was probably one of the closest people to me, the one I counted on most, broke her promise to me. *gets tears in her eyes* If you're reading this, I'm sorry that I apparently wasn't important enough to even leave a note or voice mail for. Thanks so fucking much. *sighs* Fine. Whatever.
Moving on...
Spoke to Courtney lately. God, she has gotten herself in so deep. It's sad really. *shakes head* And I don't know why we ever thought it would be a good idea for she and I to 'change' our relationship at the time that we did. All we ended up doing is creating way more problems for ourselves then we needed to. And pretty much destroyed an over a decade long friendship in the process. At least we're trying to right things now. I may go visit her at rehab, go and see Frances as well. I haven't spent nearly enough time with Frances, and it isn't her fault that Court and I had a falling out. I am her Godmother, after all.
And it seems like all sorts of stuff is happening around here. I've spent the past two hours or so, trying to catch up with things. Reading posts, wondering what's going on... and who the Hell most of these people are.
Ok, I am going to make an effort to make phone calls this week, try to see if people even remember who I am. *grins a bit*
Chrissy, Cammie, Justin and Uncle Gary are all at the top of my list. And anyone who'd like to call, just to talk, to introduce yourself, maybe to bitch me out, feel free. *smiles* The number is:
Beloved Drew
Hope to talk to everyone soon.
I'm just so tired lately. I love my career, I love my business, I pretty much love my life. And it's a damn good thing I happen to like plane rides. In the past two weeks I've been out of the country twice, hit about 6 states, and flew into and out of L.A. twice, for less then 24 hours both times. I hardly speak to anyone, ever. I even forgot my own phone number today. I also don't know over half these people who are now a part of AC.
And then, the icing on the cake. I finally do log in to catch up, and I find out that someone who was probably one of the closest people to me, the one I counted on most, broke her promise to me. *gets tears in her eyes* If you're reading this, I'm sorry that I apparently wasn't important enough to even leave a note or voice mail for. Thanks so fucking much. *sighs* Fine. Whatever.
Moving on...
Spoke to Courtney lately. God, she has gotten herself in so deep. It's sad really. *shakes head* And I don't know why we ever thought it would be a good idea for she and I to 'change' our relationship at the time that we did. All we ended up doing is creating way more problems for ourselves then we needed to. And pretty much destroyed an over a decade long friendship in the process. At least we're trying to right things now. I may go visit her at rehab, go and see Frances as well. I haven't spent nearly enough time with Frances, and it isn't her fault that Court and I had a falling out. I am her Godmother, after all.
And it seems like all sorts of stuff is happening around here. I've spent the past two hours or so, trying to catch up with things. Reading posts, wondering what's going on... and who the Hell most of these people are.
Ok, I am going to make an effort to make phone calls this week, try to see if people even remember who I am. *grins a bit*
Chrissy, Cammie, Justin and Uncle Gary are all at the top of my list. And anyone who'd like to call, just to talk, to introduce yourself, maybe to bitch me out, feel free. *smiles* The number is:
Beloved Drew
Hope to talk to everyone soon.