These words are my diary screaming out loud.........
I made a list of 100 things that I "need".
So far I have crossed out 4 things on said list.
I'm a tard.
Um still living in Goffstown. It sucks and it doesnt. I guess it would be cool if I actually could afford gas to go out and see my friends and vice versa. Most of the time I spend my days trapped inside the house with nothing to do, and very alone. It's like the place has become my own personal jail cell.
Calvin and I are doing good. His birthday came, and he was very happy with all of his gifts. I got him a lot of toys, so he was delighted. I swear its like I am dating a nine year old sometimes, because in all honesty what 19year old gets excited over slime, silly putty, G.I. Joes, bath paint ect. ect. *sigh* I heart him anyways. He's goofy and makes me smile.
We got a pet frog. His name is Virgil. I bought him a very nice habitat and he eats worms out of my hand. I love him<3
I am getting a pet rat. I dont care what anyone says. It will be a girl and her name is going to be Zoe.
Dan came home last weekend. Now he is gone and I miss him and want him to come home again :( I decided I dont want him to be in the army anymore, because I always have this bad feeling that something is going to happen to him. I think its just me being paranoid, but in all honesty if something were to happen to him, I dont know think I would be able to function.
I am going with Jess on Monday to get her tattoo. I want one. Now.
Okay well I need to go pick up detergent before walmart closes.
ttyl loves<3
So far I have crossed out 4 things on said list.
I'm a tard.
Um still living in Goffstown. It sucks and it doesnt. I guess it would be cool if I actually could afford gas to go out and see my friends and vice versa. Most of the time I spend my days trapped inside the house with nothing to do, and very alone. It's like the place has become my own personal jail cell.
Calvin and I are doing good. His birthday came, and he was very happy with all of his gifts. I got him a lot of toys, so he was delighted. I swear its like I am dating a nine year old sometimes, because in all honesty what 19year old gets excited over slime, silly putty, G.I. Joes, bath paint ect. ect. *sigh* I heart him anyways. He's goofy and makes me smile.
We got a pet frog. His name is Virgil. I bought him a very nice habitat and he eats worms out of my hand. I love him<3
I am getting a pet rat. I dont care what anyone says. It will be a girl and her name is going to be Zoe.
Dan came home last weekend. Now he is gone and I miss him and want him to come home again :( I decided I dont want him to be in the army anymore, because I always have this bad feeling that something is going to happen to him. I think its just me being paranoid, but in all honesty if something were to happen to him, I dont know think I would be able to function.
I am going with Jess on Monday to get her tattoo. I want one. Now.
Okay well I need to go pick up detergent before walmart closes.
ttyl loves<3