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i have to be at work in two hours.
calvin and i are so weird. one minute we are okay and the next we are a train wreck.
i dont even like being at the apartment anymore.
if it wasnt for the fact that i constantly lack money for gas, i dont think i would ever be there.
i feel like i cant breathe there. i thought i was going to have an anxiety attack last night when i came home from work. i felt like everything was closing in on me and i just wanted to leave.
nothing works out for me.
calvin and i are so weird. one minute we are okay and the next we are a train wreck.
i dont even like being at the apartment anymore.
if it wasnt for the fact that i constantly lack money for gas, i dont think i would ever be there.
i feel like i cant breathe there. i thought i was going to have an anxiety attack last night when i came home from work. i felt like everything was closing in on me and i just wanted to leave.
nothing works out for me.