393. i need a reason to stay here...

Aug 16, 2007 22:52

I really hate myself for saying this and I don't know why it's different this year.

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be in this apartment, at the school, and in this state.

I can't believe I'm saying this but I miss home. I miss my parents, I miss work (i know).
I wish I knew what it was because it could be a number of things.

I'm alone. I'm alone and I don't know what to do about it. I need to get up in the morning and not care about how shitty life is. I need to get up and change something.

And that's where this comes in... I feel like I can relate to this show already and it hasn't even aired. She's upset, alone and tired of how shitty her life is.

what's happened to me?
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