So, tomorrow is results day ( Read more... )

I wanted to do some sort of 'update' on my life ( Read more... )

so i forgot my username to this ( Read more... )

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
end of.
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but you never call at all.

CRAP!

Parents are soon to be home from parents evening

She knows.

I think I need to pick my 'boys' better.

Next weekend will be .. awkward!

I don't want more people hating me / :

One more time?

Lovers to friends,

Why do all good things come to an end?

is it all in my head?
could everything be so right ..
and me just not notice?
- is it all just a game,
where everything just stays the same?
&i would never know.
it wasn't meant to happen to her.
it was the wierdest feeling.
being told that it had.
being told.
again.
again.
&again.
that shape looks like a gun,
but then im going to put ( Read more... )

Is it him that I miss?
Or is it the way he treated me?
The way he called me everyday.
- Just to say hello.
The way he held me,kissed me.
Hohummmm.
&is it him that I like?
Or the way that he treats me?
&can i trust myself not to?
This is far more complicated than it ever should have been,
&all because you opened your fucking mouth.
Its gone on ( Read more... )

all my fucking lessons were cancelled today. so i get up at 7. to go home at 2. & i did nothing. nothing,nothing,nothing. I don't want to be 18. I'm not ready to be an adult. I feel like turning 18, its like: Welcome to your actual life. It's like I have to care, I have to be responsible &gah. Anyone else hate birthdays as much as me? ] :

Im gone.
Gone,Gone,Gone.
Myarms, are dead.
Myshoulders, kill.
GAH.
Boxing, never again.
OWH. If only it wasn't so expensive!

Help me.
[Every morning, noon&night]
HERE WE GO AGAIN.
&im still on my own.

I wanted to write.
To get out the stress.
I dont like being called skitzophrenic.
I dont like being told i should get tablets to stabilise myself.
I dont like the word bipolar.
Just fuck off.

Grrrr.

&&&you can only blame me.