to hell with you and all your friends
- So the next afternoon Dara and Katie both I m ed me and said some horrible things to me. Dara said im a fucking little brat and I think im friends with everyone and im not & that she def. isn't friends with me. Katie told me I have no life, she doesn't want to come to the concert with me, that im a fucking bitch, im a compulsive liar, and the only reason jons with me is because I pay for stuff for him. That I really got to me for some reson, probably because I considered them my best friends and I can't believe they would double team against me and say all those horrible things. I wanted to cut so bad but I decided they werent worth it. I told Jon I wanted to 'fucking kill myself' At the moment I was serious but I really scared him and I didn't mean that I was just really upset about the whole thing.
- Lisa was having tons of family problems and needed to get out of her house. She was pretty much in the same state of mind as I was before that she wanted to kill herself and I came and snuck her out of the house. I felt horrible doing it, but knew it needed to be done. She was upset and I didn't want her to do anymore damage then she already did. So, she snuck out the window and shes here with me. I hope things will be okay at home ;x
- I woke up this morning at 8 AM because Dara is missing and her front door was wide open. Her mom is frantic and she called me. I had no awnsers at all for her, all I know is Dara sneaks out with guys a lot and but it's not like her to not be home by 4 or 5. She is usually really careful and the only time that would happen would be if something serious happened. We are not on good terms at all but I don't want anything bad to happen to her at the same time. The cops called and talked to me I told them what I knew, which was pretty much nothing.. Her mom knows what I think without even having to tell her. She knows as well as I do that the chances of her being kidnapped are unlikely but she probably went out with some guy & got drugged up and is passed out somewhere. She has been in situations before wheres shes gotten drunk and been raped by a guy. So, im scared that something bad happened. Two cops came over this morning and talked to me. I tried to help them out but like I said, I have no idea where she could be and I know if we didn't get in a fight yesterday the chances of me knowing are high. The tall cop goes "I've been in this house before is your mom a lawyer and your step dad a tennis pro" Omg it was so bad when the cops ACTUALLY know who you're because your house is so broken but thats a story for another day. Katie is telling the cops anything, everyones sure she knows something or is protecting her bf from something. Anyways, she is not helping the police and they threatened to arrest her and her mom for obstruction of justice. Her moms scared to death and I was on the phone with her until the cops came back over. I'm nervous about the whole situation and at the same time anxious to see.
- Lisa was having tons of family problems and needed to get out of her house. She was pretty much in the same state of mind as I was before that she wanted to kill herself and I came and snuck her out of the house. I felt horrible doing it, but knew it needed to be done. She was upset and I didn't want her to do anymore damage then she already did. So, she snuck out the window and shes here with me. I hope things will be okay at home ;x
- I woke up this morning at 8 AM because Dara is missing and her front door was wide open. Her mom is frantic and she called me. I had no awnsers at all for her, all I know is Dara sneaks out with guys a lot and but it's not like her to not be home by 4 or 5. She is usually really careful and the only time that would happen would be if something serious happened. We are not on good terms at all but I don't want anything bad to happen to her at the same time. The cops called and talked to me I told them what I knew, which was pretty much nothing.. Her mom knows what I think without even having to tell her. She knows as well as I do that the chances of her being kidnapped are unlikely but she probably went out with some guy & got drugged up and is passed out somewhere. She has been in situations before wheres shes gotten drunk and been raped by a guy. So, im scared that something bad happened. Two cops came over this morning and talked to me. I tried to help them out but like I said, I have no idea where she could be and I know if we didn't get in a fight yesterday the chances of me knowing are high. The tall cop goes "I've been in this house before is your mom a lawyer and your step dad a tennis pro" Omg it was so bad when the cops ACTUALLY know who you're because your house is so broken but thats a story for another day. Katie is telling the cops anything, everyones sure she knows something or is protecting her bf from something. Anyways, she is not helping the police and they threatened to arrest her and her mom for obstruction of justice. Her moms scared to death and I was on the phone with her until the cops came back over. I'm nervous about the whole situation and at the same time anxious to see.