Dude, that's the one thing I don't miss about Lakes choir . . . ridiculous drama made 100 times worse by Doc. He made it hard to remember what it's really all about sometimes.
Tell me about it... Well, I love music too much, so I wouldn't leave or anything. Heh... I'll have plenty of time to miss the choir with all its faults in a few months... How's the choir at UW, by the way?
You had every right to be angry with him, I was mad at him too. Alot of people were. But I suggest you really forgive him. Ya know? Friendship you must earn, I understand that part. But forgiveness and love should be given without asking.
In addition to Sarah's post, know that just because you forgive someone doesn't mean you have to trust them. That would be dumb and you'd prolly get hurt again. But no matter what happened, the first thing you need to do is to forgive, otherwise you get all bitter and stuff, and that's not cool. When you forgive someone, you're not handing yourself over to get hurt again. You're doing what God says to do. Don't be a doormat, but don't drink poison and expect someone else to get sick.
anyways yea you already know all this :) I'm not saying you didn't forgive him or anything... but yea I just started writing and it kinda went from there :)
wow .... lots of people have got issues with this dude. hmmm.. yeah forgive him , but understand that he will prollly do what he wants anyway. you just gotta be the betta person.:)sorry though... thats pretty lame...
Everything's cool... It's just weird how he hasn't even known me for 3 weeks and that happens... Ah well, everyone makes mistakes, and even I... I do things that I'm not proud of, and I've written things in the journal that I'm not proud of, but that's life... See ya tomorrow, pal :D
justin, being mad a doc is one thing, but how dare you talk shit about brett over the internet? that's so low. i thought you were better than that. I know journals are there to let out how you feel but trying to make others look bad?!? brett is an amazing person and leave him out of this. the "go screw yourself" comment...how old are you? not cool.
You're blowing this way out of proportion. Emotions can't be conveyed well over the Internet because they don't show any emotion. It wasn't meant to be a malicious comment at all, I was just venting... And as far as talking behind his back goes, I've told him that to his face already, so he knows... I wasn't mad at Doc because Doc had every right to be angry. Why is it that people can talk crap about me for no reason and not be reprimanded for it, but everytime I try and retaliate I get nagged at for it!! I'm just posting in "my" journal...
And about me being "better than that"... Everyone's got their bad days... I'm not going to apologize for what I wrote because that's the way I feel, and Brett's been talking way too much crap this year about me, and he really doesn't even know me. So, the next time you try and accuse me of something, try and figure out the reason behind it. Bye.
I see your point. I changed it. It just hurts to have people always nagging at me, no matter what I do--either I get hurt by being talked about by the same person over and over, or I offend somebody else when I voice my opinion... I just can't ever win. Maybe I should just become a mute... I just don't know anymore... :(
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the show was cool. it was very mellow and slow, which is my pace now. u would have had fun.
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Are you going to rehearse tomorrow after school? I am, and then also on Tuesday... I'll see about the rest of the week.
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anyways yea you already know all this :) I'm not saying you didn't forgive him or anything... but yea I just started writing and it kinda went from there :)
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And about me being "better than that"... Everyone's got their bad days... I'm not going to apologize for what I wrote because that's the way I feel, and Brett's been talking way too much crap this year about me, and he really doesn't even know me. So, the next time you try and accuse me of something, try and figure out the reason behind it. Bye.
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