trying to do housework without smoking.

Dec 29, 2008 21:49

day 2 and im already making trips to the bar,
when did i become so weak. ?

im glad he wasnt there.
but still im lickin' knives,

-drinking coffee and trying to get high-.
metallic tastes of blood and beans from celebes.

i smoke that herbal tea and it just makes me sleepy.

i just cant stay away.

"you just cant stay away..." kenny said something in the bar.
hes a handy man.
he thought my tea was coffee.

jameson and ginger tea.
usually i dont even drink it. but tonight i may.
ive been reading about parasites. perhaps the jameson can help.
whiskey to kill intruders.

there is always a chance though, that            
                  i have nothing living inside me.
it has been years since i drank blood or tasted meat.

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