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Oh shit, I'm actually alive...who'd have thunk it? Anyways what's up guys? It seems like forever and a day ago that I updated, so I don't know what I need to update on. I'll just try to remember. Anyways, Sarah and I are talking again which is just absolutely fucking amazing. She stopped by like the Sunday of Spring Break, and afterwards everything was back tomorrow. For those of you who don't know Sarah was/is my best friend but we stopped talking in October because of her asshole ex. Everything's just great now. The girl is seriously just my home. She's got an awesome new boyfriend, who is just so hot and adorable. Haha, I'm trying to convince them to make a porn for me. That'd just be so fucking sweet. Sarah, Amber, and Jake (Sarah's bf) are coming over Friday, and Jakey-boy is bringing the booze. Not only is he hot and adorable, but he's also 21, thank fucking god. Sarah and Amber will be spending the night, which will cause me to die, because they both intend on torturing me. Sarah wants to practice giving lap dances, so I'm her guinea pig. That should be fun fun.
Oh fuck, it's a month til graduation. I'm excited about it but then again I'm not ready to graduate. I hate school, but ya know, you get in a routine of doing something that it just seems so odd when it's finally over. I'll mostly miss the people at school, but then again I haven't been in two months so that doesn't really matter. It seems like it has taking forever for graduation to get here, yet it seems like just yesterday I was in kindergarten being an annoying lil brat.
I need sex...I need sex desperately. I so wish I had the sex life of my friend, granted I don't want near as much drama as she has, but damn if I could just have her sex life for like a day, I could probably die happy. I mean it has been 2 years since I got any. Haha anyone willing to give up some? ;) It seriously does not help when you have friends that know what turn you on, and will do everything in their fucking power to turn you on and then leave you hanging. It's just so fucking bad. Man, I want a relationship, but right now casual sex is just sounding better and better. I got some shit before for fooling around with this girl behind my aunt's restuarant, but right now I don't really care.
I also found Juliya who is the hottest fucking VJ on the planet. Dear god just seeing her on Fuse all the time is like cream in your jeans material for all times. I'm not one for being dominated by anyone, but I swear to god she could do whatever the hell she wanted to me.
Anyways, that's all for my lil update for now. I'll probably update this weekend. Take care everyone. Peace.