this is long..but i guess it's important.. at least she didn't tell my step-dad
last night i came home from dinner... and there my mom was, sitting on my bed, sorting through my bookshelf. beside her she had mango tranquility. she tore out the pages i wrote about drinking the other night, and smoking a little while ago... i don't know if i'm getting through to you... she came into MY bedroom, looked for the book, and read it all... i had a dream this would happen about a month ago...then out of the corner of my eye i noticed how naked my walls looked.. she threw away all of my posters and pictures that could somehow pertain to drug usage.. she also handed me my little wooden container of weed. i can't drive until my birthday--may 29th.. she knows everything from reading the book..about me and jesse and everything i don't want her to know...
she wants me to throw out my clothes and make me paint my room a happy color.
this morning my mother took me to the doctor's office where i got a whole lot of blood taken.. she tested my iron levels, protein, vitamin b, and she also checked to see if i'm using any other drugs.. she thinks i'm going to become a schitzophrenic from smoking pot since i'm bi-polar, and she thinks my behavior is starting to become mani again so i have to change my medicine........
she doesn't undertsnad that this is the happiest i've felt in so long, and now she has to ruin it.. i will not be brainwashed
she wants me to throw out my clothes and make me paint my room a happy color.
this morning my mother took me to the doctor's office where i got a whole lot of blood taken.. she tested my iron levels, protein, vitamin b, and she also checked to see if i'm using any other drugs.. she thinks i'm going to become a schitzophrenic from smoking pot since i'm bi-polar, and she thinks my behavior is starting to become mani again so i have to change my medicine........
she doesn't undertsnad that this is the happiest i've felt in so long, and now she has to ruin it.. i will not be brainwashed