*Your All Alone Today & You Can't Find Tha' Words' To Say*
..yeah have'nt updated in a while..so i figure i may as well do one..why tha' hell not..?..
..i'm talkin' to Jenna rite now bout' various things' that' gurl makes so much sense to me I LUV' HER TO DEATH..i mean i dun' get to talk to her often but when we do talk it's kool she listen's she's not like everyone else..she give's me advice..& acts like she gives a shyt..i've juss noticed we have alot of things in common..
..i'm juss tired of trin' to make everyone else happy..i try so fuckin' hard but where do i get NOWHERE..& i dunno why..i'm tha' nicest person you'd ever meet i'd do anything for you..i dun' understand WHY? people dun' see that or realize that..?..
..but yeah other than me being stressed out to tha' MAX..i guess i'm doin' allrite..i've been chillin' with a friend of mine alot lately but he's actin' differant toward me..like he dun' want to be around me..kinda shady..i was ask to go to tha' fair with him & supposivly he did'nt go..but i found out tonite otherwise..he really did go but told me he was elsewhere..make's no sense why he would lie to me & tell me that..?..i hate to be lied to juss tell me tha' truth & say me from gettin' as mad..yeah i might be mad if you tell me tha' truth but i'm not gonna be as mad as if i would be when i find out you lie to me..come on now..you should know me better than that..
..but yeah enough on that i have plans soon as i heal & go back to work i'm gettin' a fuckin' car no joke i'm gonna save & get me sumpthin' i dun' care really wut' it looks like lol long as it takes me places..then me & Jenna is goin' on a road trip bitches..hah..sucka's..it's gonna be great it might be a couple months before we do it but were doin' it for sure juss watch & see..no more than 2 months..& we out juss like i'm off'a here now..but i'll post lata'..
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..i'm talkin' to Jenna rite now bout' various things' that' gurl makes so much sense to me I LUV' HER TO DEATH..i mean i dun' get to talk to her often but when we do talk it's kool she listen's she's not like everyone else..she give's me advice..& acts like she gives a shyt..i've juss noticed we have alot of things in common..
..i'm juss tired of trin' to make everyone else happy..i try so fuckin' hard but where do i get NOWHERE..& i dunno why..i'm tha' nicest person you'd ever meet i'd do anything for you..i dun' understand WHY? people dun' see that or realize that..?..
..but yeah other than me being stressed out to tha' MAX..i guess i'm doin' allrite..i've been chillin' with a friend of mine alot lately but he's actin' differant toward me..like he dun' want to be around me..kinda shady..i was ask to go to tha' fair with him & supposivly he did'nt go..but i found out tonite otherwise..he really did go but told me he was elsewhere..make's no sense why he would lie to me & tell me that..?..i hate to be lied to juss tell me tha' truth & say me from gettin' as mad..yeah i might be mad if you tell me tha' truth but i'm not gonna be as mad as if i would be when i find out you lie to me..come on now..you should know me better than that..
..but yeah enough on that i have plans soon as i heal & go back to work i'm gettin' a fuckin' car no joke i'm gonna save & get me sumpthin' i dun' care really wut' it looks like lol long as it takes me places..then me & Jenna is goin' on a road trip bitches..hah..sucka's..it's gonna be great it might be a couple months before we do it but were doin' it for sure juss watch & see..no more than 2 months..& we out juss like i'm off'a here now..but i'll post lata'..
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