classic poignant lyrics post.

[_cut_thatcity]

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

also, i'm pretty sure panther hates me. he hasn't spoken to me since august. i think it's because of things it shouldn't be. but i can understand if it is. i just miss him and wish he wouldn't ignore me. maybe i'm ignoring him. well, the point is, neither of us has really made much of an effort, but i reached out last and ive been shut down. that's not okay.

im often shocked by the unpredictablitity of life.

i wish this was light-hearted so as to solicit more comments. that's generally how livejournal works.