the devil and god are raging inside me

[_crimsonandred]

i cannot stop listening to brand new's brand new album.

srrsly.

whatthefbomb

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this signal's interrupts,
maybe it's frequency's not strong enough.
it remade my hands and smile,
we will miss you but in time you'll get set up,
we will rise!

you're so free, yeah you were right about me,
can I get myself back from underneath this guilt that will crush me,
and in the choir i saw a sad messiah,
he was bored and tired of my laments,
'said I died for you one time but never again.

(never again)
well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply.
because I can dish it out, but I cant take it.
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so.

there are some big nights coming up.

as leila put it.

family reunion.

i have mixed feelings about a few.

but all in all. it will be good. and great.

cause for once. maybe everything will be fun with no drama of that sort.

i stopped talking to some and left on bad terms. i want things to be better.

also. right now.

i feel good. but am unsure.

this weekend i will finalize it.

wish me luck.