...i hear in my mind, all of these voices

[_crimsonandred]

in a turn of events
i have wandered from the path
to hide and settle in dark squalor
in agreeance to morbid moves
to self-right a false heart
ive seen monuments before me
and etched within them; i yearn
for a polished reflection
intact not inept
so i hobble and sway
routed to a familiar rhetoric

(nov.14,2006 12am)
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im writing more. (as above shows)

and self realizations

have taken quite the lift off my chest

i will amount to only what i need and what i want to be.

no more facades. i do not want to be left with nothing.

or left with everything that still is nothing.

certain people. who will actually know. and actually know.

how i am inside.

will know.

and i hope you will keep on being who you are.
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because im progressing. only cause i have you.
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