There must be some perfect world out there where I don't have to try to figure out everything in my life so quickly. Where I'm not left with deadlines to decide what I'm going to do with my future, if I'm going to stay with my boyfriend of over a year, and where I'm going to school now that I'm graduated. Being an adult sucks. You know what sucks ( Read more... )

 I am busy with school..work..and the other 34234234 commitments I stupidly have. Oh well ( Read more... )

So I have a new obsession. Gossip Girl. I know. I don't know how it happened..I started watching it with my roommate, and now we can't stop. I even watch it online when I'm studying. I'M THAT WEIRD. It's like The OC all over again...uh oh. Blair is the hottest thing ever, I want everything she wears. It makes me wish I had millions of dollars to ( Read more... )

It's kind of crazy thinking about fansites. I know. random. But...I've spent years of my life dedicated to designing and creating fansites, etc. For the past year or so, I haven't had time. Now, I live in my own apartment and am finishing school, and have basically gotten rid of all my fansites. I have this week off, and going back, I really miss ( Read more... )

Soo I've been trying to post but it doesn't let me. I hope this one will go through. Life has been really busy, between work and friends and boys etc. Finding an apartment is freaking impossible. I went on a date a few days ago with a really cool guy. He's Greek, random fact for you. We'll do something again soon, so yay. My poor kitty cat, he's ( Read more... )

So I'm single now. He might not know that yet, but I do. Oh well :) I went and saw Christina Aguilera last night, Danity Kane and The Pussycat Dolls opened for her. I hate to say it, but PCD put on the best show. People were actually leaving during Xtina's show, it was kind of..boring. Until the last half hour or so I was like 'meh'. Danity Kane ( Read more... )

i know you loved me in your way / i'm looking forward to looking back on these days / i'm fine but i'm not ok / i'm looking forward to looking back on these days ... When they say one thing, and then act the opposite, all I can be is confused. You want to talk. I'm willing. So do it. This week has just been miserable. Exams, a wake, a stupid boy, ( Read more... )

What a freaking crap day. Seriously. First I'm late to work. Then I have a crappy practice. Then a girl thing happens which is MORE miserable than usual as it hasn't happened in like two months. Then I miss a class I was supposed to teach at another rink because I'm HAVING A BAD DAY. Then my friend from Iowa State turns up in a LAKE, DEAD. ( Read more... )

I don't know why this layout won't line up right but..whatever. I'm too tired to bother. I had a nice little mini-spring break thing over the weekend with some friends. It was a ton of fun, good times had by all. Except for the fact that my exboyfriend attempted to contact me over 5 times, and the current boyfriend "forgot his phone at a friends". ( Read more... )

With every one of my friends, I have always been determined to not judge their actions. No matter how stupid or pointless I may think of something you have done, I will not think any less of you, I will not lecture. I would expect that same courtesy. With one friend, I never got that back. My first semester at college I realized I couldn't speak ( Read more... )