I had an existential crisis this afternoon.

realization was this:

Fuck pre-med, Im majoring in music and moving to Brazil.

halloween party got busted. was fun anyways.
met some crazy irish lads outside gardner
went home for bed and ended up chilling with people on my floor till 5am. cookout then a movie and just screwing around. I like them alot, i think i need to spend alot more time up here.

sigh
life is complicated but so worth it, for simple pleasures like this

" Who are you to judge the life I live?

I know I am not perfect-- and I do not live to be.
But before you point fingers, make sure your hands are clean. "

~Bob Marley

I mean.. its college. what is there to day?

except I have had more fun crazy amazing times in this past week than I have had in my whole entire life, combined.

So I had a nice birthday. Bought a pack of cigarettes, danced on a chair in the middle of a mexican restaurant, got some furry handcuffs for college... you know the norm.

Speaking of college. I move tomorrow/ technically today... Wow!

Boy commented on facebook. Wishing me a nice day from New York. I got all fluttery again. Im such a girl.

ok so far its been a rather interesting and eventful countdown to move-in day.

im coming home im coming home im coming homeeeee

home again

sunday
cant wait

i need to catch up on lost time before i leave again

harry potter is over

im so depressed

so Im tan and thinner and sexier and I have an earring in my tragus

but my great grandfather is dead and I will be in college in three weeks from right

NOW

I will be in my dorm room sitting on my couch with a beer in hand, a cigarette in the other, studying my ass off.

I guesss this is how it goes from now on. byebye, childhood

Good news!!

Im in NC again. I picked up my brother yesterday and were going to the beach tonight.

I got my tragus pierced yesterday at RARE. My piercer's name was Biv. He was very sexy. I swear, he blew on my ear as he was piercing it to turn me on. yeah. It worked.

Okay well Ill get on this thing later? I must pack! And download more