Just Trying To Keep You In My Crazy-Twisted Loop!
I've been feeling off lately. I know, what does that mean, right? I can't really explain it, so let me give you an example. Two or three years ago, I had a group of people that I believed to be my friends, but in all seriousness they just screwed me over. That's the story, in a nutshell. Well, I go the ENTIRE summer without any contact with them (my choice, and theirs too, I suppose), and now that they're in my classes, they want to be friendly with me again. This should make me happy, but instead it just makes me really pissed off. Obviously I don't LIKE you, so take the fu*king hint already. (I can't bring myself to type'fu*k' without the '*' lol) Oh and I can add another item to my list of troubles: One of my best friends (Amelia, for those who know her)is drifting away from me. The scary thing about that is I don't really care. Honestly. I have three classes with her, and she would rather talk to the people we make fun of in secret over me? Well, forget that ! I'm too anti-social to converse with such people, and besides that I have a whole separate group of friends that seem a lot more real to me anyways. I'm kinda depressed now. I haven't talked to Kim or Rob in a while now (like, REALLY talked to them, not just in passing, and that's no good either! Guys, we need to get together-I need my rants and raves! Okay, well I need a list of good things because I'm feeling overly negative.
The Positives of the Moment
*Allison, my other half, got hired at MJR!!!!!!!! Woo-hoo! I could have kissed Anthony! (Not really, lol)
*Extended Weekend!
*I got my schedule changed so I have a class with my best guy friend and neighbor, for the first time ever!!! (Really, you'd think I'd have better luck in four years!!)
*I saw Wicker Park last night, and it was FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matt Lillard and Josh Hartnett are SMOKING HOT, and Rose Byrne and Diane Kruger were amazing! (Kim, that soundtrack is so great! You have to see it with me again, if only for that aspect!) Oh, and it's SO MUCH BETTER than the commercial makes it out to be! When I first saw the commercial, I thought Rose Byrne had Diane Kruger locked up or something! lol I'm a dumb ass, but yeah, SO good! Finally, a chick flick where
A.) Not every one ends up with some one and not all love is reciprocated, and B.) You actually WANT the two in love to get together! :-D PLEASE GO SEE IT, FOR ME OR WITH ME, I DON'T CARE!!
*I have no homework, as of now.
*I might be going to see The Graham Norton Effect LIVE, and for free, I may add...if only I can convince my mother...
*Monday, Monday...the day of all days...if I can get up the nerve, that is.
Okay kids, I'm off to shower and get ready for work. I love you guys!
(Especially Kim, who looked like she needed a hug yesterday, so if you're reading this <*Virtual Hug*>, sorry you had to be on door for so long and that sometimes you don't feel appreciated by your best friends...I know what you mean and I am hear to talk to anytime, kay? I'm serious, kid! Call me! hehe
)
Toodles! May your day be great in all ways!
~The one who is seemingly nice and pretty to look at(Thanks Kim lol), but is really ugly and jaded on the inside...heshhesh
Go Kerry! Damn, I wish I could vote.
The Positives of the Moment
*Allison, my other half, got hired at MJR!!!!!!!! Woo-hoo! I could have kissed Anthony! (Not really, lol)
*Extended Weekend!
*I got my schedule changed so I have a class with my best guy friend and neighbor, for the first time ever!!! (Really, you'd think I'd have better luck in four years!!)
*I saw Wicker Park last night, and it was FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matt Lillard and Josh Hartnett are SMOKING HOT, and Rose Byrne and Diane Kruger were amazing! (Kim, that soundtrack is so great! You have to see it with me again, if only for that aspect!) Oh, and it's SO MUCH BETTER than the commercial makes it out to be! When I first saw the commercial, I thought Rose Byrne had Diane Kruger locked up or something! lol I'm a dumb ass, but yeah, SO good! Finally, a chick flick where
A.) Not every one ends up with some one and not all love is reciprocated, and B.) You actually WANT the two in love to get together! :-D PLEASE GO SEE IT, FOR ME OR WITH ME, I DON'T CARE!!
*I have no homework, as of now.
*I might be going to see The Graham Norton Effect LIVE, and for free, I may add...if only I can convince my mother...
*Monday, Monday...the day of all days...if I can get up the nerve, that is.
Okay kids, I'm off to shower and get ready for work. I love you guys!
(Especially Kim, who looked like she needed a hug yesterday, so if you're reading this <*Virtual Hug*>, sorry you had to be on door for so long and that sometimes you don't feel appreciated by your best friends...I know what you mean and I am hear to talk to anytime, kay? I'm serious, kid! Call me! hehe
)
Toodles! May your day be great in all ways!
~The one who is seemingly nice and pretty to look at(Thanks Kim lol), but is really ugly and jaded on the inside...heshhesh
Go Kerry! Damn, I wish I could vote.