Utter Dissatisfaction

Oct 25, 2004 02:21

A- I miss my best friend
B- Two Princes- nuff said
C-who makes plans with someone and then doesn't call?
D- I had to euthenize rats and then perform surgery and injections on them
E- I have about 15 million goals and other than going to work and taking my college courses I am no further to reaching any of them
F- I don't like my college as far the administration is concerned
G- I don't have any place in mind that I would rather be
H- I am absolutely crazy about a boy that lives around 250 miles away and he is wonderful
I- I am dating a clever and charming (way too cute) attorney that lives about 25 minutes away
J- I work fucking hard I am doing excellently in all my classes and it doesn't mean a damn thing to me
K- I miss my best friend
L- I remain an insomniac
M- I am living every day to its fullest, without letting little things like traffic jams get me down, i feel this is very important
N- I have under 50$ to my name
O- I fucking love my family to death and they are driving me insane
P- I miss my aunt esther, and I didn't get to say goodbye
Q- I love my new job, though i have yet to formally start working shifts (stil in training)
R- I have fabulous friends at home and at school
S- I love this new psych project I am working on with Joanna and I really love my psych profs
T- My phone is broken and i dont have the money to fix it
U- My computer is sort of broken
V- I love my relationships, all of them and especially adore Sam, Mary, Kaile, Katie, Joanna, and Mike
W- I am going to break things off I swear
X- I don't know what im going to be for Halloween
Y- I can't wait for christmas
Z- I am sorry for anyone I ever hurt i never meant to do that- do you think that it's true what they say, that the road to hell is paved with good intentions? I don't believe that, but I do believe in taking responsibility.

Life has changed so much in these past few years and its a lot faster than i can keep up with. This was just a random post so i could get a few things out of my head and try to get some sleep before a big day tomorrow. What, oh what, am I going to do with myself so i can feel more productive? I'm becoming an EMT and a big sister and that should fun I suppose. But I want to go somewhere else. I settle for things for comfort's sake. I don't want to compromise my character and one thing I've leanred is the only thing that can weaken or take away from your character is yourself. The other is, you can't protect someone from themselves. But you've gotta haaaaaaaaaaave faaaaaaaaaith. The Red Sox will win the series this year folks, they'll do it for you Katie.
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