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i've been feeling a lack of art in my life lately. i need to do something creatively stimulating and i don't know what. i'm used to having my entire life taken up by theater and music and since i've come to new york i've had a lack in both of those. i feel the need to design and build something. i know i'm in new york which is the ideal place to do theater, but i really don't think i have the time or real experience to do what i want. musically drums are not an option here and that's all i have going for me in that regard. i think i need to learn to play the guitar. so what can i do to express myself? i've been doing some writing and taking pictures recreationally which has been good and i might start a photo blog at some point. after that though, i'm stuck.

i got accepted to study in london this spring and i'm really excited. it won't solve this problem, but i think it will be really good for me.