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I'm trying really hard to make some changes but it's not as easy as it sounds. especially because i could not even admit them to anyone until last night. But it really is something i need to do for myself and for the people around me. I love my boyfriend and my friends and i dont want to do things that drive them away, or things that make me
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i never meant to hurt you or cody and your guys' relationship. i realize that i have some what of a big mouth and it is my duty to keep it shut. i know that you and/or cody hate me and it's because of my big mouth. i've always wanted to be on good grounds with you and with everybody because multiple people hate me for some reason or another. i believe that you have every right to hate me or to say anything bad about me. i don't know what kind of person you are but from what i hear, you seem like a great person and i feel terrible for putting you in that sort of postion. i say things out of anger and jealousy because i think you are simply gorgeous. a simple sorry, i know, will not make up for what i did/said. i feel threatened by you because you are beautiful. but i am extremely insecure about myself. there is no self-esteem within me. i'm sorry that i had put such drama on yours and cody's lives. i know that what i did was wrong and comepletely regret it. i will understand if you do not except this apology and admitting that i did something wrong. yet again, i will repeat that i am terribly sorry for anything that i have caused in your life like, sadness and hurt. but this is all i have left to say so this is where i end my apology.
~tiffany~
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