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I'm trying really hard to make some changes but it's not as easy as it sounds. especially because i could not even admit them to anyone until last night. But it really is something i need to do for myself and for the people around me. I love my boyfriend and my friends and i dont want to do things that drive them away, or things that make me unhappy, and lately i have been. By lately i mean mostly in the last week or so, along with things here and there from before that.
I need to become more independent like the old Dee, but its so hard when ive been with someone for almost a year, and we both made eachother big parts in our lives.
I'm happy today and i guess thats the best place to start. I want to change, and i want to fix the relationships i've messed up. (yes, more than just the obvious one, there are quite a few actually.) I just hope that all of you will give me the chance.
so i doubt anyone is really reading all this, but i guess im writing it more for myself anyways. I want to be a better friend, girlfriend, student, everything.
I need to become more independent like the old Dee, but its so hard when ive been with someone for almost a year, and we both made eachother big parts in our lives.
I'm happy today and i guess thats the best place to start. I want to change, and i want to fix the relationships i've messed up. (yes, more than just the obvious one, there are quite a few actually.) I just hope that all of you will give me the chance.
so i doubt anyone is really reading all this, but i guess im writing it more for myself anyways. I want to be a better friend, girlfriend, student, everything.