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my high school experience is nothing but mostly a blur of regrets. there are so many things i wish i could go back in time and change, but obviously can't. there are so many people i wish i could have gotten to know better, and so many people i wish i didn't get to know at all. i'm more ready to leave than ever before, and i'm honestly not sad about today being my last day at all. in fact i'm really happy about it. i have my core group of friends, and though come two months from now and we all go different places, i know that we'll all be friends forever. i know that sounds corny and almost naiive but i truly believe it.i love you guys so much. this is the end of an important time period in my life. a time period which i basically hated with the exception of having people like rachel in my life. i've been ready to move on from this lame excuse of a shithole town since the first time i got stabbed in the back in tenth grade.