night for day//light for pray

[_closetome]

it's one ten am
it's christmas and hanukkah
everyone is sleeping
i am no longer drunk
and i am wide awake
craving stimulation
in the form of lost friends,
art,
music,
writing,
conversation.

somehow in the last few hours i have become so incredibly overwhelmed.

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whelmed

and yet, i want/need/am dying for more.

are you amazing?
are you incredible?
do you have substance,
depth,
thoughts,
creativity,
intelligence?

because i want/need/am dying for you to be in my life.