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Life Changes
Okay.. So I'm jumping jobs again ( Read more... ) -
What does this mean?
Right now - and I do mean right now - are you aware that you're alive ( Read more... ) -
Precipices
I'm looking down again. How many more precipices will I see in this life? A drop requires an altitude ( Read more... ) -
Retrospective
So hard I've tried to make sense of my life and my thoughts while being pushed about by the current of events. I'm not saying that I'm unable to influence my own life, but life is absurd I've realized. Habit and routine turn us all into something other than human at a point.
I want to change. Entropy... I crave entropy. Even if it is the ( Read more... ) -
Back around again
So... Here we are again.
Another year is ending and I've come full circle finally..
Things are so good right now actually!
I'm actually not afraid ill ruin it all by saying that either now..
I'm growing finally.. After years of dieing inside, I'm coming alive..
Oh dear friend, how close i came to the end before.. How cold the steel felt and how dusty ( Read more... ) -
Getting Wet
Again tonight, the rain matches my mood ( Read more... ) -
Another step at bat
I hate baseball... but the title came to me.
I like her.
And that'll be it tonight.... too tired. -
String Theory
This is the beginning to Brian Green's latest book on String Theory. I found it so intriguing that I bought a book by this writer.
"There is but one truly serious philosophical problem, and that is suicide. Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the fundamental question of philosophy. All the rest - whether or not the ( Read more... ) -
short and sweet
Let's bring back an old one but a good one - I wrote this when I was about 16.
I am because I am.
Not because I once was,
or might be.
I feel because I am.
Not because I need to.
I do not always need to feel.
I do not always need to be.
That's all for tonight.... I don't really know what to say. -
I hate you.
I just wanted you to appreciate everything I've given up... everyone I've thrown aside... all the independance I've ever had at all... every smidge of something I had to myself... it's ALL GONE.... and you couldn't care at all ( Read more... )