Mar 07, 2006 01:21
Biology is killing me.
It's so boring. Well, at least for me.
Sometimes I question why I'm in college.
It's mostly because my mom and dad made me go, but I feel like I'm just...not good at studying.
I've never been a studier. I know that if I know it, I do. My brain is crazy.
I hate it.
I feel like I can't force my brain to do a lot of things. Like study.
I know a whole lot about NOTHING AT ALL.
I can't do math.
I'm terrible at science.
My writing skills are getting worse.
I can't make myself read anymore.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Everyone here seems to KNOW. I haven't got the slightest idea. I feel like I haven't really found out what I'm GOOD at yet.
I could just get a degree in something that interests me, but I feel like that's a waste of money.
Help.
Please.
I can't wait for break, so I don't have to worry about all this anymore.
Or for at least a week.
What can I say...I'm having an academic freak out. Forgive me.