Theatrical_Muse: Topic Heart's Desire - Week of June 3-9, 2005
Heart's Desire: Think about something you once wanted so badly but never acquired.
Write about how you think your life would’ve been different if you had received what your heart desired.
Have to say that hasn't been many things that I've wanted that I didn't find some way to eventually get. Like I wanted a truck so bad that I sold my soul. Or wanted to be seen as smart, so let Wolfram & Hart do some whack medical procedure to make me a super lawyer. So am the kinda guy that doesn't always make the best choices. Maybe is the best sometimes not to get what you think your heart really desires. Cause may seem great at the time, but lookin back, can see that wasn't what you really needed outta life after all. Something else is more important than a cool ride or a cool high payin job. And that something else is finding true love and keepin it.
So do gotta say that what my heart desired most was to marry the girl of my dreams. To have a happy ending with Fred. For us to have a family and a good life. A life where you don't get your heart riped out everyday from feelin so empty inside or wake up in cold sweats after the nightmare that is real life. Am damn sure that both our lives over the past years woulda been allot less painful if we woulda been able to make our relationship work. But for whatever reason things didn't workout.
Bad choices that didn't seem so bad at the time was made. Course no matter how bad I want it, or how much I would give up everything to make things go down differently. To have the happily ever after with the most beautiful girl in the world. The past can't be changed. So just gotta find a way to live with all the what ifs. One thing is for certain, I'll never be able to forget what might've been.
Muse: Charles Gunn
Fandom: Angel The Series
Word Count: 340
Write about how you think your life would’ve been different if you had received what your heart desired.
Have to say that hasn't been many things that I've wanted that I didn't find some way to eventually get. Like I wanted a truck so bad that I sold my soul. Or wanted to be seen as smart, so let Wolfram & Hart do some whack medical procedure to make me a super lawyer. So am the kinda guy that doesn't always make the best choices. Maybe is the best sometimes not to get what you think your heart really desires. Cause may seem great at the time, but lookin back, can see that wasn't what you really needed outta life after all. Something else is more important than a cool ride or a cool high payin job. And that something else is finding true love and keepin it.
So do gotta say that what my heart desired most was to marry the girl of my dreams. To have a happy ending with Fred. For us to have a family and a good life. A life where you don't get your heart riped out everyday from feelin so empty inside or wake up in cold sweats after the nightmare that is real life. Am damn sure that both our lives over the past years woulda been allot less painful if we woulda been able to make our relationship work. But for whatever reason things didn't workout.
Bad choices that didn't seem so bad at the time was made. Course no matter how bad I want it, or how much I would give up everything to make things go down differently. To have the happily ever after with the most beautiful girl in the world. The past can't be changed. So just gotta find a way to live with all the what ifs. One thing is for certain, I'll never be able to forget what might've been.
Muse: Charles Gunn
Fandom: Angel The Series
Word Count: 340