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damn long time no post from the twisted mind of Miss Kimberly McCulley. things with me and ryan got pretty good but turned to shit quickly .. we would flirt and it was cute then him and i got pretty close one night at alicia's while watching Fear Dot Com and then like 3 days after he became this wicked big asshole! whenever we hang out all i fucking hear about is this girl he knows i dont like .. he took her to alicia's house and i didnt care but alicia got pissed and over time i did too .. last night i was asking him for a cigarette after i gave him MY LAST ONE and he was like only if you suck my dick and i wsa like umm no and he got mad and we ended up getting in an argument and all he did was fucking laugh!? its wicked gay. i just dont get it because jeff tells me whats going on in his mind and from what i hear and the way he acts i dont know what to think anymore, its all fucked up. i dont even like him as a boyfriend type figure, only as a friend and i dont know why i get so pissed but i do and i even tryed telling him not to mention her around me and he was like "your gunna be the first person i tell" and i was like great? yanno .. ugh.
i dyed my hair back to blonde and im letting it grow out, it looks like shit now because i fucked it up but im fixing it tomorrow so it'll be prettyful.
i have outlines of jon calderone and ryan on my wall .. they look awesome lol. jons came out kinda fucked because i didnt get his head, i just freehanded it so its too big but im going to fix it. he a cool kid, hes supposed to comming over sometime soon .. who knows though?
back to the ryan situation, i dont know what to do i dont lke him or want to go out with him but if were going to be friends i at least want him to be nice to me .. whatever hes fucking weird and im not going to dwell on it so im just going to avoid the whole thing .. i'll start taking the bus again and when im at alicias and he shows up i'll leave .. yes .. exactly
with love.
i dyed my hair back to blonde and im letting it grow out, it looks like shit now because i fucked it up but im fixing it tomorrow so it'll be prettyful.
i have outlines of jon calderone and ryan on my wall .. they look awesome lol. jons came out kinda fucked because i didnt get his head, i just freehanded it so its too big but im going to fix it. he a cool kid, hes supposed to comming over sometime soon .. who knows though?
back to the ryan situation, i dont know what to do i dont lke him or want to go out with him but if were going to be friends i at least want him to be nice to me .. whatever hes fucking weird and im not going to dwell on it so im just going to avoid the whole thing .. i'll start taking the bus again and when im at alicias and he shows up i'll leave .. yes .. exactly
with love.