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last night was so much fun! ryan came over after alicia's saturday school and we hung out with him for like 3 hours then he left to go get a hot pocket .. then analise, danielle and livia came over for like a half hour and we had to leave becuase we had to go meet up with some kid from lowell with ryan .. so we went to go meet him then we went to the mall for about an hour and alicia stole this blue glitter shit and bright red lipstick .. then the mall got boring and we decided to go to mcdonalds and get food so we did and ryan put on the red lipstick and walked past these girls from my school and blew kisses at them and they called him a fag and he was like "because im gay now you have a problem with me?" it was wicked funny! and this fucking crazy guy who works there was commenting on my tongue ring and he sayd it was a "bad ass piercing" and asked me to do his .. i sayd yeah for 30$ haha .. thats gunna be so ill .. after we were done eating we went to james's house (my brother and ryans brother) and me and james wrestled .. i won obviously! and then ryan had to go home to check in with his mom. then me and alicia were sitting in her room talking about stupid shit and he walked in around 10:00. we just talked and he let me do his hair, pluck his eyebrows and suck his nipples .. i left a nice hickie haha .. the fucked up thing is that we're attracted to each other but we're not supposed to know it and i caught myself ALMOST moving my hand twards his genial area BUT i stopped myself and settled for his chest .. he wicked fucking cool! i like him alot .. if i wasent going to bane then id be with him :o( but oh well ..
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