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Dec 07, 2005 18:38

every weekend i spend with mackenzie , and i absolutely love it. i couldnt ask for anything better than that. i go snowboarding during the week, and hang out with my friends during the week too. kause i get to see them more often than i get to see mackenzie. so its understandable , well at least i think so. on a more serious note, i met her moms side of the family last saturday. well at least most of them. their was like 70 people at the xmas party and that still wasnt all of them. it was insane. i was glad to hear that her family liked me. especially mackies favorite cousin for chicago. i think his name was joe. sorry baby if im wrong but i suck with names. not gunna lie. if we dont end up going to blue mountain for my bday , i think that me and mackie are going to chi town and party chicago style for the 21st bday. yeah bitches! hahah

but anyways about the girl that is my world. her name is mackenzie renee' meadows and sooner or later her name will change.and shes my world plus more. i dont even know where to start to explain about my feelings for her and how she makes me feel. some people have hurt me really badly and they dont even know it still to this day. and its going to remain that way. but mackenzie has changed everything, everything that i used to think about that was wrong. she makes me want to be a better person than i was/used to be. she tells me why she loves me everysingle day with a different reason why she does. honestly i can say that ive never been treated this way by anyone. anyone at all. ive been dumped by girls kause i didnt have a car , and that i didnt have a job for a lil while. and mackenzie told me the other day that she doesnt care if i lived two hours away she would drive over just to see me. shes a keeper on that alone! i told her that im surprised that she doesnt mind that i live like an hour away. she is my everything. if i could talk/see her all the time i would. i talk to her every morning when we wake up, during our lunches , and when shes on her way home from work. we talk any chance that we can. and i love it. lately though, she hasnt been kalling me when she wakes up, she just kalls when shes on her way to work. its most likely that shes just really busy when she gets up and doesnt have time or something like that. oh well , shes just really really really really cute when shes all sleepy and i love her hear her voice when shes like that. thats all. but im not complaining, dont get me wrong. im FAR from complaining. ive known for a little bit now that shes the "one" for me. i know it completely now. shes the only one for me, my best friend , my girlfriend and soon to be my finace'. i never thought that i would find someone to be with for the rest of my life, and now i did. to be completely honest here, its kinda weird that sooner or later i will introduce mackenzie as my finace'. i love her with all of my heart , being and soul. well gangsters , i could sit here and write about her for hours but jon is on his way home, and im effing hungry kause im a fat kid at heart.

one tap , two taps , three taps! you know what that means.

xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxo i cant wait to see you!
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