Life's little intricacies
So I'm writing this because of the shit-pile that is currently my life.
I have made so many mistakes in my life, and recently I made one of the biggest fuck-ups I've ever made. And the worst part is, unlike TV and movies, where everything seems to work out perfectly, reality tends to be the complete opposite.
There is no explanation as to why we do the things that we do. There is no perfect way to fix things when they go wrong - I cannot say anything to make things right. I don't know what I want any more, I have no control over anything and the only thing I can do is take things one step at a time.
Which for me, is tough to deal with considering I like to plan ahead and be in control.
But I know now that I have a lot to learn about life. I've done some really dumb things that I can't take back, and even though I wish I could, all I can do is keep breathing and remember that in time, everything will be okay.
And right now, that's the only thing that's getting me through.
I have made so many mistakes in my life, and recently I made one of the biggest fuck-ups I've ever made. And the worst part is, unlike TV and movies, where everything seems to work out perfectly, reality tends to be the complete opposite.
There is no explanation as to why we do the things that we do. There is no perfect way to fix things when they go wrong - I cannot say anything to make things right. I don't know what I want any more, I have no control over anything and the only thing I can do is take things one step at a time.
Which for me, is tough to deal with considering I like to plan ahead and be in control.
But I know now that I have a lot to learn about life. I've done some really dumb things that I can't take back, and even though I wish I could, all I can do is keep breathing and remember that in time, everything will be okay.
And right now, that's the only thing that's getting me through.